Friday, December 31, 2010

It's almost a new year...

... And I'm grateful for my blessings...
For 2010... The good the great and the inbetween...
My family... My friends...
For love and laughter...

I'm grateful for what has been, what is... And what will be
I'm grateful that I still am.

God is love... And has been so beautiful to me.

I pray for more beauty and perfection and protection from now and in years to come for me and all who surround me.

Happy new year All...

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Subliminal

I miss you... and I hope this message finds you well.
I'm worried that you found what you went looking for... and worried that you might not have found it.

I miss you... and I hope that you had dinner...and a nice bath and got to wear Kiton Black.
I know in my spirit that you are lost... and don't know how to reach out for directions.
I'm here... and will ALWAYS be your friend.

I just found out Seal made a video for our song... My angels will play it for you if and when they intercept you and tuck you to sleep.

Yeah I'm fine... just worried for you... and the person you keep hoping to be... but don't realize you already are.

Tuesday, August 03, 2010

4 papers due tomorrow

BREATHE... STRETCH... SHAKE...
LET IT GO
WHOOOOSAAAAAAA

In addition to this, Lord give me the strenght to deal with this terrible person that's in my space for the next few days...
Hopefully I learn something after this... cos it takes every fiber of my being not to ***********

WHOOSAAAA

Monday, July 26, 2010

Gone With The Wind

Have to let it go
The beauty and the horror and everything inbetween...

Glad even though it gets a little sad
Words are like eggs... I forget how the rest goes...

5 phone calls... 2 phrases... 1 preacher
IT SANK IN

Might see but should no longer speak
Might miss but should no longer reach

The minutes grow into hours... then days...
It'll be weeks and months... and years...
As they should.

Goodbye...

Keep that dress... for the memories :-):-(
Gone... with the wind.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Great is thy faithfulness

I Thank you Lord Jesus for the beauty in my life... for your power and your prophecy in my life... for the sun and the moon and the stars on my horizon...
I Thank you for taking that away and making everything perfect...
I Thank you that I stayed to listen... and that I stayed to pray... and that I knelt down when I was supposed to...
I Thank you for the wonders to come and for the fact that I have this assurance for the rest of my life
I Thank you for the fact that I remembered to thank you...
I Thank you because you love me...
I Thank you because of that Psalm... I thank you because of that Proverb...
Great is thy faithfulness...

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Mid- March Realization

I heard some devastating news today.

Sandra Bullock- one of the few actresses I genuinely love even though I don't know her... of the beautiful smile and the charming personality and generally amazing spirit.
Sandra Bullock of Miss Congeniality and Everybody loves steve and THE BLIND SIDE.. and well that movie with HUGH GRANT.. I think it was called TWO WEEKS.

Her husband cheated!!

What I got from the entire sordid affair... too many details of which aren't exactly clear... is...
the people who aren't good enough for you... JUST AREN'T.

You can choose to love them either way... make do... forget even... but the fact remains.

The sad part is most of them know it too... and resent it... and sometimes... eventually you.

They resent the conversations they can't hold with your peers...
They resent themselves for falling short...
Then they resent themselves for even caring about it.
BUT THE FACT REMAINS!!!

Some of them try to overcompensate... or undermine ... or control...
or with other women...

Its sickening... its sad... and sometimes it makes me mad.
AND THATS ALL I HAVE TO SAY ABOUT THAT


Monday, February 15, 2010

ONE - TWO- THREE - FOUR

It's YOU...
With your worldliness and your insights and your compromise... your drive...
Your lies
I see ONE...

It's YOU...
With your sexy akwardness and your laughter and your height and your odd comments and your dance
Your sometime unavailability
I see TWO...

It's YOU...
With your childs eyes and your truth... your heart and your beauty and your charm
Your seeming lack of focus
I see THREE...

It's YOU
With your french and your humour and your deference... your narration
Your distance
I see FOUR

Whose Line Is It Anyways?

Tuesday, February 09, 2010

Its my birthday

24 already... Feels like yesterday I was 21...
Loving it though

Heres to the beauty of the future...
I can't wait

Ps. Sades Soldier of love... I have no words!!

Thursday, January 28, 2010

2010

Lobster and Listerine, Laughter and Lagos.

Derek was right 5 years ago... he probably won't even remember what about...
Just as well.

I have no resolutions this year... I just want to cut my nails short and wear woolly socks at home. ...and wear red lipstick... and pray.

Happy new year all