Thursday, April 05, 2007

Down The Drain

Very high 'highs' and even lower 'lows'...

Life has become a migraine.

I guess the most logical solution would be to take a spiritual, mental and emotional Advil

But I’m all out.

Voices are jumbled in my head

The big picture is becoming disjointed

The light is being eclipsed

I’m loosing sight of the sound, the taste… the beauty

Failure and discontent are becoming constant companions

……………………………………. Down the drain

25 comments:

SapphireAster said...

Am I really first?
Hope you aiight girl.. Stay Strong!

In Her Mind said...

it's a cycle honey, you'll find your strength again!
mphae

In Her Mind said...

OH MY GOD! AM I FIRST????

Vixen said...

There is a light at the end of the tunnel. All is not hopeless. My mom once said that it's when things are about to become great that it gets the hardest...so that we can fully appreciate the greatness.

Hang in there sweetie.
((((ONB)))

stranger said...

girlfriend, the good thing abt hitting rock bottom is the eonly way to go from there is up. scripture puts it this way: "cast down but not destroyed". 2 corinthians 4 v 9

Jaycee said...

Nah, u can't lose it...that's how it starts at first, it may seem like u're going down the drain. But guess what? If you move in the right direction...it will be UPHILL from here onwards...and u'll never have any cause to talk about going down the drain ever! You just need to take the right steps...ask God to guide you...

~muah~

mimi said...

no girl, u go'n keep that pretty head up. stay srong, this too will pass, u are not a loser so jus, keey your head up

Anonymous said...

OWNB This too shall pass. Everyonr experiences this sometimes. You are precious and God loves you. Remember that. he has you in the palm of His hands which b]means He never loses sight of you. I'll pray for you.

Waffarian said...

Down the drain? you are kidding right?Look !its beautiful outside, so many things to do, so many places to visit, so many people to meet! down the drain! No way, life is going on all around you, don't waste it! don't waste any second. I am going to ride my bicycle now, the park is very tempting! I'll be thinking of you and hoping you are doing something. Down the drain? NO WAY I SAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

chika said...

Its just a passing phase sweetie.You'd be fine....Trust me!

NaijaBloke said...

Happy easter babes !!!

Hope u still got the hots for me sha ..LOL

Take care

daddylongdick said...

hold your head up sista

am having a lil problem leaving a comment so i might have said this before

Idemili said...

You'll be alright, ONB. What exactly is wrong? If you can't say on here, I do hope you have friends to talk to. Take care and have a great Easter.

Simply Gorgeous said...

ONB- What's wrong babe? You are sounding seriously depressed. Are you referring to your relationship with kimor?


The results are in. Come and see who made it to the next level!

AbujaBabe said...

Be strong my dear na so life dey be. You may feel terrible now but it only makes you stronger i dey tell you!..
Be Strong!
Ciao Babe..xxx

dairy of a G said...

well at lease u R having hi highs

truth me ma with a relation like
the one yawl had. kimor must b missing u too.better days r ahead

he will come around in need of u

men always do

Bubbles said...

I hope u feel better.

The Life of a Stranger called me said...

dear hun, it is well, at times we feel like this, but soon your joy will come - just a moment longer, a new dawn will break. stay well.

Anonymous said...

Wow girl u must have really loved him

I feel you when you say failure and discontent are your companions

Am so sorry this has happened

You seem to have a strong ora

maybe you can try to lighten up just a little.

afterall men like to feel in control now and then

nothing's wronge with that you know

happy easter....where my mommy sunday?

Ugo Daniels said...

Que sera sera (watever will be, will be)

LondonBuki said...

Hey ONB...
I know things will get better for you... you're gonna look back at this and be thankful that you got through it.
Life is full of ups and downs and I know when I am down, it doesn't look like things will get better... BUT THEY WILL.
Take good care of yourself... thank God for your life, for your mother's, your family, your friends...
I am sending you BUKI-POWERED HUGS!!! Extra Extra Extra! x

Anonymous said...

Damn OWNB you've been MIA.
Hope Your Having a wonderful weekend

Am looking forward to some new and Exciting post.

Please give us a mommy post too

dairy of a G said...

WASUP Girl AM Tryin to Holla at A'BODY

BUT GOD DAMN IT, ALL THESE LONG ASS POSTS.

I'VE BEEN SITTING HERE 4 TWO HOURS.

I CAN'T AFFORD TO READ ALL THAT LONG ASS SHIT NO MORE.

POST IN PARTS PEOPLE. FUCK

THANK GOD FOR SHORT POST

HAPPY EASTER GIRL

HOW'S YOUR AFFAIR WITNESS?
AND MOMMY?

Ayo' Dele Ojo said...

Not sure if this would help, but I pray it does ... read my article {Silent Beauty of Ugliness } ... March '07
www.economicdefenceii.blogspot.com

AlooFar said...

I can't take it any longer.
Update, please! ;)

Cheers.