Overwhelmed: You can’t do what… anyways if you don’t have anything better to say… I’m tired jare
After 5 minutes………..
Overwhelmed: Hold on… are you seriously serious?!?! You actually want to break up with me?!?! For what?!?!
The Boyfriend: I don’t know… babe I’m nuts about you but I feel like you don’t appreciate me enough you know… I like you so much and sometimes I feel like you don’t like me as much as I do you… and never will. So rather than go through all that… it’s probably better I just nip it in the bud… and deal with it from now
Overwhelmed: are you seriously serious?!?! Like you gotta be kidding me with this
The Boyfriend: No… I’m not
Overwhelmed: Hold on a second… just hold on
This hurt so much… I mean I’d have never thought… I mean I like this guy so much it’s not even funny… so what does he mean he doesn’t think I like him as much as he does… that I don’t appreciate him… break up with me?!... This could go two different ways:
1. I could be the old nonchalant Overwhelmed and let him go his way and I’ll go mine… thanks and have a great life type of shit… I mean there are nicer, cuter, richer, better guys out there right
Or I could:
2. Swallow my pride… talk about it… hammer it out… listen to him… see what he’s saying… give him my point of view… preserve what I already got….
I mean I’ve never been broken up with before… I’ve always had the upper hand, always been the one that gets tired, gets bored, hates it when the guy gets too emotional, jealous, possessive… but for the first time in my life, I was willing to work on it... to loose some of my 'edge'. I wanted to keep him… he’s so good to and for me… I mea this couldn't be it!!!
Overwhelmed: Baby… listen… tell me what exactly brought about this change of mind
The boyfriend: I don’t know… it’s a culmination of a bunch of things… I feel like sometimes you talk to me anyway you want; you can be rude sometimes, stubborn, among other things. I mean I completely accept you for who you are and can deal with most of those things. You’re honestly one of the most genuine and greatest people I ever met… but sometimes baby it’s so hard to read you… it’s hard to know how to feel about certain things sometimes especially about me… and to continue to be with you… I have to know these things… I have to know you’re as committed to me as I am to you… I have to know that this relationship isn’t a joke... a game… a phase…
The Boyfriend: Listen… baby… I’m playing for keeps…
Overwhelmed: Ok… I hear you… and it really hurts that you don’t think I care about you… you’re usually the last person I talk to almost every night before I go to bed, I go out of my way for you… I mean I’m doing things I’ve never done for any guy, feeling ways I haven’t felt for any guy, saying things I’ve never said to any guy… and it hurts that you can’t see that. I’m so comfortable with you it amazes me… I mean I talk to you as a friend and as a lover… I tell you how I feel all the time… things you do that I like, things that I don’t like… EVERYTHING! It hurts cos I feel like I’ve come so far with you.. you know… I’m opening myself up like never before… letting myself be loved and opening myself up to the possibility of loving in return… I show you even my innermost thoughts… I’ve never tried to put on a show for you… it’s been just me from day one. It really hurts that you think this… but I can understand your point of view… I’m sorry about the way I reacted… I’ll watch it from here on out k? I guess sometimes I just expect you to know when to just give me time to process stuff or back off a little… I guess sometimes I forget that you too need to hear that I miss you every once in a while or that I like your mind as well as your balls.
The Boyfriend: laughs… you’re just a nutcase forreal
Overwhelmed: No seriously… I mean I’ve shared everything with you… I mean I’ve read you personal shit that I’ve never read to or told any other guy I’ve been with… I tell you thoughts that I don’t admit to most people… I’ve shared my mind, body and soul with you for the past 7 months of knowing you and I hate the fact that you’re not giving us a chance. Your reason for breaking up is soo bullshit… I mean things you’re saying now you never even told me before… is that how little I mean to you? You can just give up on a girl you say you love and want to be with for a long time… just like that? Me that kisses like heaven… Just like that?!?!
The Boyfriend: lol… you and your jokes
Overwhelmed: I’m not playing… you know what… if you wanna break up no problem… but before you do… then you have to restore the enjoyment you have taken out of my coochie…(I kinda giggled when I said that one). Yes… you have to… because as a lady there’s a certain percentage of sweetness in our pussy… and for the past 4 months you’ve been feasting and delighting and taking all the sweetness out… so imagine the next guy who comes along… he’ll only have limited enjoyment… and that’s unfair to him… so the minute you can restore my sweetness… then we can go our separate ways
The Boyfriend just burst out laughing for 5 minutes… and was like “Overwhelmed you’re the weirdest and funniest girl I ever dated. Baby… I’m really sorry that I overreacted… I guess sometimes I get scared you know… I’ve always wondered if we’re too good to be true you know… I just wish I’d met you when I’m 30 so I could just marry you and get it over with. I’m scared cos I’ve never felt this way about anyone in my life and I keep feeling that at one point or another you’re gonna hurt me really bad… I mean sometimes I fight the feelings I have for you… Babe.. I think about you more than I think about myself and that scares me… when you’re sad or mad… it affects me… when you’re happy… I’m happy… and it scares the fuck out of me… so sometimes I guess I think my feelings might get even better/worse and who knows… but I’m sorry babe… I went to far with the ‘breaking up’ thing… I guess I lashed out the only way I know how
Overwhelmed: I’m sorry too… I’ll try to be more open too… I’m trying you know even though I know I can be such a drama queen sometimes…
The Boyfriend: lol... tell me about it... but yeah... even me… it’s like… you know….
Overwhelmed: yeah babe… I know…
The Boyfriend: so babygirl… when are you gonna get a bikini wax?
Overwhelmed: lol… where you going with that question?!?!
The Boyfriend: lmao…nowhere… I’m just asking….
Overwhelmed: lol… Good night!!!